My birthday (solar return) had just passed. I had $500 left in my bank account. Rent was looming. Bills were breathing down my neck. And I made a decision that past me would’ve screamed over:
I spent that last $500 on a psychic school.
Why?
Because everything in me was obsessed and could’t stop thinking about that course. And my solar return chart told me this was the year of luck, expansion, and abundance, especially when it came to money, self-worth, and bold decisions.
And I believed it.
This wasn’t about being reckless. It was about finally choosing magic over fear.
It was about saying yes to the version of me I was becoming, before I had the proof.
I didn’t know where the next dollar would come from. But I knew Jupiter was in my second house for the year ahead. And when Jupiter whispers “leap,” you don’t wait for logic to catch up.
How the Year Unfolded
That $500 decision turned out to be the first domino.
Because it led me to Amy Belair’s psychic course. Which led to being on her podcast. Which led to dream clients and dream conversations. Which led to so much more than money. It led to me stepping into a frequency of self-trust I didn’t even know I was capable of.
That moment cracked something open. It was the beginning of one of my most unhinged years to date, full-out using my Solar return chart (year ahead birth chart reading) not as a forecast, but as a permission slip.
I stopped asking, “What should I do?” and started asking, “What does the chart say I’m ready for?”
From Dreaming to Doing: The Move
Later that year, another big theme from my solar return came up:
A tense square between my Solar return Moon in Leo and Venus in Taurus, sitting right in my second house.
If you don’t speak astrology, here’s what that means:
Home. Money. Tension. Decision. Discomfort. Growth.
I had been craving a new space, specifically, an office. Somewhere that felt like a reflection of the version of me I was becoming.
Then, suddenly, the downstairs unit in our building opened up.
More space. More beauty. More aligned.
Oh, and $1,000 more per month.
And we had to move within two weeks, in the middle of three planned trips. Chaos, anyone?
But the chart confirmed it.
The discomfort? The timing? The leap? All right there in the solar return.
So we did it.
And I swear, I still walk through this house six months later and feel a full-body, orgasmic YES. It was exactly what I needed to embody my next level.
Not because it was convenient. But because it was aligned.
The Surrender Era
Midway through the year, I let go of a membership community I thought I’d be running all year.
It wasn’t making me happy. It wasn’t sparking anything. But it was bringing in $600/month.
Still, the chart reflected a phase of discomfort, rapid action, surrender, and redirection.
So I followed it again. I let it go.
A week later? New one-on-one clients came in and replaced the income, and then some.
Again: logic wouldn’t have let me do it.
But my solar return gave me clarity and confidence. And when you make decisions from clarity and confidence? They work. Every time.
More Than Astrology: A Year of Identity Rebirth
This wasn’t just a year of being unhinged for the hell of it.
It was a solar return year of reclaiming my voice.
Chiron, the wound. And Mercury, the voice, were holding hands in my chart. That combo doesn’t whisper. It screams:
“Heal your damn voice.”
So I did.
I chose awkward silences over small talk.
I stopped explaining myself to feel valid.
I let my unpredictability be the brand.
I spoke when I wanted, how I wanted, where I wanted.
And now?
I’ve got a top 10% podcast.
One year ago, I didn’t believe anyone gave a shit about what I had to say.
Now? My voice is healed.
And it’s LOUD. And QUIET whenever the F I want.
Why I Created the Solar Return Course
People kept asking how I could make these wild, fast, high-stakes decisions and still feel solid.
How I could pivot so quickly without spiraling.
How I knew it was the right kind of chaos and not just a breakdown.
The answer?
I use my solar return chart like a map, and ChatGPT as my translator.
So I built the course to show you how to do it too.
You’ll learn how to:
Decode your solar return like a cosmic strategy session
Use ChatGPT to pull deep insights with zero astrology experience
Understand your Lord of the Year, moon phase, and house placements
Make real-time decisions with clarity, confidence, and zero regrets
It’s $99.
You can get lifetime value from one chart.
And trust me, you’ll never look at your birthday the same way again.
Your Chart Isn’t Just a Forecast. It’s a Permission Slip.
I didn’t just spend $500 because Jupiter told me to.
I said yes to a new life because I finally believed I was allowed to.
And now, I want to help you say yes to yours.
Your solar return isn’t just a birthday reading.
It’s a roadmap to who you’re becoming.
So the question is:
What would you do this year if you believed the cosmos already said yes?
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